could not really think of a name..

i find it so funny....'
how people from ur past
make it 2 ur present...
but smhow dnt reach ur future..
when i met you...we re just frnds...
both of us had sm1 else..
but the attraction could not b ignored....
and slowly we came close..
den destinies took us away..
ego s played thier parts to..
still i wasnt that close thati wud miss you...
we had no idea history wud repeat..
but life had other plans...
n look you were in again..
rediscovering you felt so right..
seemed like dis is MY LIFE...
the love was mutual but
as they say love isnt always enough..

n den you were off agAIN...
no good bye s ...no meet u agains..
all our forever promises lay broken on the streets....
i wondeer why?
i wonder how?
if people hav 2 go, y do dey cm?
is it true,every1 has parts 2 play in ur life..
i wish you cud b in mah life 4ever..wen i need u so much..
how can it b ...
dat u dont?
how can it b..
dat v r not meant 2 b?
how can it b...
dat our parts r over already?
wen i met you...
i loved you dat very moment..
n wanted 2 keepp you in mah life 4ever..
i wonder wat u thot?
if u thot d same...
how is it so different now?
wen i revive dos memories ..
i smile..
i thank god..
4 lettin me have you..4 so long.
.man i do so much miss you..
i still feel bad..
i wanted u 4ever.......till d end...
smhow life seemed easier wen u re around..dnt know y..
u jus had dat effect on me..
now i wonder..wen?how?
i dint even realizee....
listinin 2 music...
i thnk of d tymess...
walkin dwn d street ..
i rem our moments..
a silent tear falls down...
n many well up inside....
is this the end/??
or will history again repeat itself?