SOME RANDOM LINES I WROTE.......

WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING..
I SMILE AT THE PROSPECT OF A NEW MORNING...
AT THE PROSPECT OF GETING TO SEE YOU..
EVEN IF IT S FOR A FEW MOMENTS..
THEN REALITY DAWNS OVER...
YOU ARE GONE..
AND I AM ALONE..
AND A LOT IS LEFT TO BE DONE...
BOOK NEED TO BE READ..
EXAMS NEED TO BE GIVEN...
A LIFE NEED S TO BE LIVED..
AND NOT JUST WASTED BY...
I LOOK AT OUR BEAUTIFUL MOMENTS....
I CHERISH THOSE MEMORIES...
THEY ARE ENSHRINED IN MY HEART FOREVER..
WITH YOU..
BUT THERE ARE OTHER MATTERS WHICH NEED TO BE DEALT WITH..
CANT GRIEVE OVER YOU FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE...
IM SURE YOU WOULD NT LIKE DAT 2...
U ALWAYS WANTED 2 C ME HAPPY..
BUT I WONDER IF YOU THINK IM GONNA B HAPPY WIDOUT YOU BY MY SIDE??
DOS WARM HANDS...DAT COMFORTING VOICE..
DAT LOVE WHICH I NOW MISS...
DAT CARE WHICH I NOW CRAVE....
DAT FRIENDSHIP WHICH CHANGED MY LIFE...
NEVER MAKING ME LOOK AT THINGS THE WAY I USED TOOO...
BUT I HAVE CRIED ENOUGH..WAITED ENOUGH...
WANTED YOU ENOUGH..
LOVED YOU MORE THAN I EVER COULD..
GAVE YOU WAT I CUD....
WANTED YOU MORE DAN ANY1...
PRAYED FOR YOU EVERY SINGL NIGHT..
FELT SOOO COMPLETE WID YOU...
SO SECURE...
SO RIGHT......
BUT...
IF LIFE SEEMS 2 HAV OTHER PLANS ATLEAST FOR NOW..
SO WHILE YOU LIVE LIKE I NEVER WAS..
AND I CRY EACH NIGHT TO SLEEP..
SMDAY SOON..
ILL B OVER YOU..
ILL NEVER FORGET YOU..
BUT THE PAIN IS GONNA GO LESSER EACH DAY..
AND SOON DISAPPEAR IN THE DEEP WORLD OF MY HEART...
IN AN UNTOUCHED CORNER..
WHERE ONCE YOU FOUND THE REAL ME..
YEAH EVERYTHING IS GOIN RIGHT DER..MY TRUST
MY LOVE MY LIFE...
MY FAITH..IN YOU IN LIFE IN LOVE..
THE WAY YOU MADE ME BELIEVE ....
THE WAY YOU MADE ME SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL LIFE IS...
SHARED MY DREAMS....COMFORTED MY FEARS..
DID MORE DAN I CUD ASK FOR ALWAYS.....

AND NOW WEN IT S D END..I WISH IF IT HAD TO END..
CUDNT IT B MORE BETTER??
GOODBYE S WILL ALWAYS HURT...
BUT WHEN YOU DONT EVEN SAY BYE..AND WALK BYE
AS IF NOTHING EVER HAPPEND...PRICKS...

BUT I HAVE TO MOVE ON..
BURRY MYSELF IN WORK...
LIVE MY LIFE...AND NOT JUST MERELY BREATHE...
COS IT S NOT THE END
BUT A NEW START!!!.........



AND AS AGAIN LSOT IN MY THOUGHTS..
A NEW DAY DISAPPEARS..
GIVING WAY TO ANODER ONE..
AND I M STILL STUCK THINKING ABOUT YOU...!!